just like women, sometines i am insecure. i question my worth and if i am of worth anything. and i have to be hionest over the past few minutes, i have asked myself questions that man has debated for milleniums, like what is life?, why isnt marijuana legal?, why do i keep getting played by white women?, and now a new question, wtf am i doing here. I am not even having anything in common. i look at these threads round here, and i cant contribute more than 2 or 3 recommendations per top 10. I look at people listing top 100 shit while i just copy and paste my top 10 from other message boards. i have no idea what i am talking about 99.99 percent of the time. i see intellectuals debate skillfully, with paragraph after paragraph of of sublime words, couplets and similies, and i am like, i wish i could translate that into english
when i see the great questions of he sombies like, who is your top 10 cartoons, or comedies or debating the iraq war, all i want to say is, lets talk abnout what its like for a black in western society. like sharpton, i keep coming back to the same topic, i cant thinkl outside the block.. i am feeling insecure like a dumped woman and i need my girlfriends to lie to me about how fit looking i am, where are the girls at. is anyone interseted about race in UK? i am so out of it, i am out of my comfort zone, a whale out of water. what am i doing here, who can guide me and me florence nightingale and lead me to the intellectual light wher i feel like a contributor of merit?
FUCK YOU JIGGA!!! YOU DUMB MOTHERFUCKER!!!