"If Beautiful Freak was our greeting card to the world, then Electro-Shock Blues is the phone call in the middle of the night that the world doesn't want to answer." -- E, 1998.

So E's family have all passed on, as have several friends. Life seems pretty shitty. So E wrote an album about dealing with death. But it's not just about death: it's about life. It is an often bleak and heartbreaking album that dips into some dark emotional waters, but ultimately it's a life-affirming hell of an album. It is my sincere hope that if this thread leads to anything, it's that a few of you kind souls will read my hyperbolic lunatic rave about this album and go buy a copy of this. After all, E's not a millionaire. It is one of my favorite albums to be released in the last decade and it is E's masterpiece. You know how people talk about
It's a Wonderful Life? How it makes them cry, but in the end, it fills them with a sense that life
is important and that maybe everything is gonna be okay? That's how I feel about
Electro-Shock Blues. It's hard for me to listen to this album front-to-back and not get choked up at the end. It starts sparse with "Elizabeth On the Bathroom Floor", a song based a diary entry of his dead sister's. In the next song, E is going to his sister's funeral in a song that begins haunted, but ultimately has a pretty sweet singalong chorus. Confessional music has gotten a bad rap in recent years thanks to bland singer/songwriters and overwrought emo boys. But when done right, there's nothing more cathartic than someone baring their soul. ESB is definitely more
Plastic Ono Band and "Serve the Servants" than (name your culprit here). Over the course of this album, E buries his sister, looks back on his life, watches his mother deteriorate with terminal cancer and deals with these losses while trying to deal with his own descent into madness. But instead of just whining over some melancholy chords forever, E bounces from majesty to terror, from sparse, almost creepy piano pieces to acoustic guitar-led gems ("Dead of Winter", "Climbing to the Moon"), jazzy freak-outs ("Hospital Food") and the twisted pop of "Last Stop: This Town".
From
3 Speed:
Life is funny, but not ha-ha funny - peculiar, I guess.
You think I got it all goin' my way.
Then why am I such a fucking mess?While there's no shortage of darkness on the album, it's not a
total downer. The mood improves over the course of the record, as E begins to see some light. I've never heard E mention what "Last Stop: This Town" is about but I've always thought it's about E choosing to positively cope with the deaths by imagining his deceased families as ghosts "flying on down for the last stop to this town" to say hello. In "Climbing to the Moon", E goes back to visiting his sister in a mental health facility before her death. This sounds like a wrist-slitter, but it's an absolutely
lovely song - as good, as well-written and as beautiful as anything Jeff Tweedy has written in the past 15 years. "Dead of Winter" watches E's mother succumb to cancer ("
radiation sore throat got your tongue/magic markers tattoo you/and show where to aim/ and strangers break their promises/'you won't feel any....you won't feel any pain'") over another wistful melody and "The Medication Is Wearing Off" features a melancholy guitar line that you will be doo-doo-doo-DOO-doo-doo-doo-doo-doo-ing along to all day. To top things off, you have the somewhat unfortunately-titled "P.S. You Rock My World", wherein E decides that even if your loved ones are gone... there's still
something to live for. Even if that something may be uncertain. "
I was thinking 'bout how everyone is dying/And maybe it's time.... to live/I don't know where we're going.../I don't know what we'll do...". The record ends with E repeating the line "And maybe it's time to live", as strings swoon around him and fade into the night. And excuse me. I have something in my eye.